Friday, February 22, 2013

A troubled Maze

Like most people, I feel so lonely,  although, I find myself surrounded by people who care about me. At least I hope they do.  Sometimes I feel like  a burden to people, their life, their happiness, their love, I feel as I'm a burden to my own family. I hate having this feeling of needing to be strong all the time. I hate having to pretend to be someone I'm not, but honestly I don't know who the true me is. It's as if I've been programmed to be strong, heartless at times, happy when I'm not, I feel lost, unsafe. Je suis Perdu.

It's as if I'm running in circles.
I'm trapped in a maze I've created on my own.

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