Disneyland

To start out this summer I had the chance to go to Disneyland with a view beloved people. We had so much fun, I love them dearly and every minute with them is precious. I can't wait to go visit my friends.

Thoughts

Have you ever felt that you don't belong in the family you were born into?
That's exactly how I feel, sure we may share blood but they obviously don't want me part of their family. I get it they are probably sick of me being here but they don't have to be so hurtful. Can't they simply leave me alone, or simply ignore me. Don't they understand that I don't have no where else to go or anybody else to fall back on?? What happened to nobody gets left behind or forgotten? They care about nobody but themselves.

Wrong Decision

I knew what was going to happen, yet I still went. They say things happen for a reason, but no they happen cause you end up doing something despite knowing what the consequences might be. I ain't so proud of what I do. I ain't proud of who I have turned to.
My Mom has raised me better, yet I decide not to listen.

I've Learned

It's about to be a year, the nightmares,they're not as strong but they're still there. However, I have learned to live a bit more, I've learned to smile, an actual smile where no lie hides behind it.
I won't stop battling until I win this war. A war I can gain control of.